nagbobolahan nanaman bah tau?
I was texting with angel until she mentioned his name. actually I was about to ask it they have communication because why wud she asked me about wat happened with us… neweiz, so I told angel to ask him if we can talk blahblahblah… she didn’t want to be involved so she just give me his number.. I told her I don’t want to txt him I promised my self I wont text him.. and I don’t want people to think I am still into him.. Angel didn’t reply…
There was a battle in my mind between me and myself… should i? or should I not?… I already did my part… he was too coward… should I just wait for angel to help me and wait if he will really face me or should I just go ahead and ask him?…. neweiz, my bravery won… so yeah… I texted him….
I jst hope we can talk and properly end everything… im not aftr u or sumting so plz don’t get me wrong.
I played with ur game but ur kinda coward to finish it. I hate unfinished businesses and u know I cant have peace of mind without confrontations. U know the game jumanji?.its, what is happening now.
Dat was quiet a wyl I hope its kinda ok now.
I hope ul be a little brave now.
After the talk we can 4get everyting… thankz… No response… Me : angel, sure ka bah nah number nya un?.. baka mali ah… c grace kc binigyan ako ng number daw ni Pam.. eh sa trainer pala nila un… tinawagan ko pa hah… kamuzta naman un?.. hahaha
Angel : ktxt q xa don kgabi p.. malamang xa un… pro k *#$%@! dw nia nkuha ung sim n un, pagttxt ako c *#$ naman magrereply.. wan q kay Grace ngtxt ckn un kala nia # mo 2! Gaga un
Me : hahaha.. anong sabi ni Grace?… Palpak talaga tong c Grace oh.. hahaha… tnxt ko na pala un d nagrereply eh.. naku.. sana xa yun…
Angel : tnxt q d nagreply e.. bka bago fon nya d nya lam gamtin haha.. la n q lod magusap na kau ni *#$!.. gulo nio…
Me : hahaha.. kala ko bah unli ka.. ubos nah unli mo?… haha.. kamuztah naman un… hay naku sana lang magreply xa.. haha.. Ring… ring… (missed called) No response Him : saglit nakain ako After a while… Him : I don’t know what to say,, u don’t have any idea how hard 8 s 4 me to let go of u,, I didn’t play with u, what I feel is real,, nd I mean it (hahaha.. natawa naman ako… e2 nambola nanaman.. hay naku… ) Me : shut up… I already know everything. I just want to talk to u to hear ur syd.. I want to remember u as friend I had in PS. I hope we can talk and this tym ud arrive and wont keep me waiting in vain.. Him : huh? Im not 4cing u to beliv me,, ok! Tell me wen and wer!? I’ll b dr..ngakngakngak Me : of corz u cant insist what’s not for real… wen will u b available. Kc bukas il be going to moa with my bro and my sis. I hope sana bukas after namin sa moa. Ewan ko lang.. sa Sunday din kac magsisimba ako tas sa Monday punta ako sa gig nga kamikazee.. ewan.. basta kelan ka puede?… Oi, nakita ko pala fs ni AJ. Langya ginawang nyorkie ang nyork natin… hahaha Him : bading kc un eh… muzta na kaya mga NSI agents? Wla ka bang plano mag apply? Me : nag aply nah ako d nga lang ako natanggap. Pero nageenjoy pa din naman ako sa buhay ko ngayon… senyorita ako ngayon eh.. binilhan pa nga ako ni ate ng new air bed at pillows.. basta.. kaya d pa ako masyado napepresure.. ahihi… kaw?.. kelan bah alis mo? Him : dapat last, auko lang dun sa site na un, gusto q dun sa tatay q,, buti ka pa happy!
Me : I am happy but the total me is not totally happy… but I shud be happy coz nobody cares after all if im sad.. bakit ikaw?… u shud be happy…
Him : after all these years, I found out that im adopted,,
Me : I tot uve known dat before.. I tot uve accepted that. That’s ok.. be thankful dat they luv u and they treat u as their real son.
Him : but thz tym 8s 4 real,, at first I tot 8s not dat complctd but now after I knw all details it really grinds my gears,, nd im broke (dinadrama lang ata ako ne2 para konyari d lang ako ung broke… hahaha.. pero cge na nga id share some words pano naman kc baka totoong broke din xa.. hahayz….) Me : for real?… wat hapend?… I got broken too and was even damaged… but now im slowly picking up the pieces.. I realized only myself and God can save me… here is my life verse, proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on ur own understanding in all ur ways acknowledge Him and He will direct ur path.. its gonna be ok… just pray..
Him : teka English e,, (hay naku… natamaan ka lang sa sinasabi ko… ur too vulnerable… hahaha) Me : langya ang dami kong cnabi yun lang reply mo? Maxado ka naman… dugoan na nang ilong to.. todo na to… sorry hah… EOP daw kc eh… hahayz.. namiss q tuloy c paul… (c Paul kc EOP katxt… he is really trying to follow the English Only Policy sa office man o sa labas… maxadong masunorin.. hahaha) Him : nyork! Jejeje
Me : nyork ka din.. what is so wrong with u?
Him : u keep saying that? Y r u copying me!? That is so sad!? (e2 nah nagsisimula na namang eenumerate lahat ng mga lagi kong sinasabi at ginagawa) Me : Huh?.. u still remember those?.. I havnt even used those lines for quiet a while now… I guess u do have gud memory…
Coz me, its lyk ive forgotten those.
Him : huh?.. what is so wrong with u, gud memory d ah! Kc mabantot ang boys paghapon eh, -à
ang kirat mong mata.Me : o nga naman.. magaling.. magaling.. magaling.. bwahahahahaha….
Hahayz.. e2 na naman tau nagbobolahan..
Him : hayz, (sigh), ewan ko sau
Him : Hehehe (*sigh* daw kasi naman I usually take deep breaths… lagi kasi ako nahihirapan huminga… ) Me : hehe… dat is so sad… oh no.. we shud be happy coz nobody cares after all..
Oi c Christian nasa cvgs makati na.. he nvited me for coffee one of these days… sosyal.. masyado naman..
Him : aus talaga.. kape kape lang…
Me : ganun talaga may trabaho na xa eh…. Habang ako pal pa din… haha..
Neweiz, have u contacted ps for ur back pay?
Him : d pa nga eh.. meron kaya ako?
Me : of course meron yan.. try to call them..
Christian told me d pa daw nya natawagan ung PS for his backpay. Eh ako din naman.. I suggested sabay na kami.. pero d na xa nagreply.. bz ata.. nasa office kc..
Him : ano sa tingin mo?
Me : I think meron din naman cguro yan… ewan q lang.. ill try to ask my sis about it… kc sumbody told me nah nakapagcall center daw xa for 2 months 10k ata bakpay nya.. kc may bonus pa daw or sumting.
Him : hehe tau na lang sabay, basagin ko muka m jan e
Him : eh, nagresign kc aq after mareciv ung sueldo ko nung 15,
Me : haha.. babasagin mo na naman mukha q.. xur.. ok lang sa kn. Harmless ka naman d bah?.. haha. Puede nga taung 3 eh… kelan bah talaga alis mo?
Me : o nga naman… hinintay mo lang naman pala yun.. 11:25 10/17/2008 Alter 10 years… hahaha.. almost an hr lang… 12:15 10/18/2008 Him : oyasuminasai! Myjosh! (ano bah naman yan?.. d ko maintindihan.. cguro gud nyt yan or sumting.. hahaha.. tinawag pa akong myjosh hah.. hay naku… ok lang naman, kc tawagan na naming yan kahit nung magkaibigan pa kami… wla lang… ewan ko lang sa kanya at naisip nya yan… so yeah.. it doesn’t really mean anything at all… Me : huh?.. dugo ilong q… pasenxa…. Akala q tulog k nah… y r u still calling me dat?.. alam q friends pa tau tawagan na natin yan.. pero parang nakakapanibago naman… bawal na yan d bah?
Him : your still myjosh and ull always be myjosh. Even if we take our own ways!
Me : haha.. tama na kadramahan dahil buking ka nah… maxado mo nah ako niloloko.. at d nah ako paloko… ipagppray na lang kita na sana maging honest ka nah..hehe.. neweiz, ud b my friend forevr naman eh.. miss q na nga bonding natn eh…
Him : kla m tlga nagcnungalin aq sau noh, sana nga
Me : haha.. talaga… pano aq maniniwala eh madami ako saksi… ewan q nga pano mo nagawang sabihin mga pambobola mo sa harap nina Angel eh.. d k b nahiya?.. my gosh… hay naku… kamuztah naman un… hehe (ang kapal ng mukha d bah?.. binalita pa kina angel at sa lahat ng tao dun sa kanila na luv daw nya ako… hahaha.. gago… hekhekhek) Him : ok! no problem (tingnan mo nga naman… he can no longer insist.. hahaha.. baka nakonsenxa.. ngakngakngak) Me : ok, neweiz, can we talk tomorrow after namin sa moa? 4 xur d kami maxado magtatagal dun kc my sis will b sleepy after kc un ng shift nya… ano pala ibig sabihin ng japanese na cnabi mo?
Him : bday ng bestfriend ko eh!…
Me : ahhh.. okiz… wen ka ba puede?
Him : next weekend
Me : ang tagal naman… bakit nxt wkend pa?..baka wla ka talagang plano sumipot…
Him : namiss q kc mata mo eh kaya magpapakita talaga ako sau..
Me : okiez.. i hope ud keep those words… can u give me specific tym and date ¿.. I wont b texting u d whole tym 2 ask u wen will u b coming…
Him : Friday, 2 pm, gale
Me : okiz… deal… I hope u wont keep me w8ng again or else id kick ur fat ass… hahaha.. bleeeehh
Him : ahh ganun, basagin q muka moh jan
Me : hahaha… ganun talaga.. magbasagan na tau ng muka.. lumalaban na aq ngaun eh.. hahahaha…
Him : hahaha
Me : ang hirap naman replyan ng txt mo… haha
Cge, tulog ka nah… sweet dreams… God bless… pray b4 u sleep… >”,”, 01:00 AM 10/18/2008
Him : hahaha.. watever yaya!… Me : gising k pa din?.. ano bah ginagawa mo jan? 2:00 AM 10/18/2008 (no response)
Him : e2 naga2dik Him : myjosh Me : ah ganun?!.. dapat maglanding k n… (after 15 mins 2:40 AM 10/182008) beep… may text ako… d ko nah binasa.. matutulog nah ako may lakad pa kami.. bahala nah xa sa buhay nya.. hahaha paggising ko.. binasa ko nah…
Him: Chedeng! (hahaha.. ayan nah naman… chedeng nakuha nanaman nya galing sakin… watever.. duh!)
And that ends the story.. hay naku… ayan.. nagbobolahan na naman… pero sana nga we can keep our friendship.. and sana he will keep his words… kailangan pa nya ako turoan mag solve ng rubiks.. hahaha…. tulongan nyo na lang akong ipray nah maging honest na xa sa buhay nya… at sana umayos na xa.. hekhekhek
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